20081201

its going to be the last time,
the last time ever in my whole life,
im going to get upset for you.
i dont know why,
im always being blamed,
but i didnt even complain.
its already so many times its my fault,
let me be it one last time.
its my fault for wasting ur time.
ya, its mine.
im really so sorry i wasted 2 months of your life.
i didnt know that,
im really very sorry.
since 2 months of ur life is so much,
i guess im nothing.
i promise,
i wont ever appear infront of you anymore.
i didnt tell you to wait for me,
i didnt tell you to waste ur time on me,
i didnt.
you did it urself,
and now you're blaming it on me.
let this be the last time.
im not afraid to let you see this post.
as long as i know,
im never wrong.
blame me for all i care,
let me die,
wont you be even happier.
you wont have to see me,
wont have to waste ur time on me,
you dont even need to wait for me anymore.
waiting for a few hours,
i didnt know that took so much of ur life.
im so sorry.
i guess all you said were just lies.
let me go,
i'll be missing you.