20090427


we'd be better off alone. im sorry, cos hating me is easier t let go, then hate me will do. we need time to think through whats really happening in between us, really. im so confused also, i dont know whats happening, i hope you will be alright, i hope you will move on. i know its difficult, its difficult for me too, i miss you. )': but i've got to learn how to be independent, cos this in this relationship, we are depending each other too much already. i need to be strong to stand alone. its funny how my heart wont let you go, its crazy how the pain seems to overflow. i miss you i promise its true. but we need our own time. i believe in fate, if we're really meant to be tgt, fate will let us. i don't know about the future, will i move on or willl i still linger on. im starting not to understand myself anymore, or rather am i starting not to understand you. it takes time, i know i can. haha. im foolish. i love you sillyboy, my heart wont let go, but we need time alone. (: