New York City

when the time has come for us to be torn apart, i will.
i miss you. the old one , its been so long , but never will i forget , you used to always brighthen my day up with all your sweet stuffs . but now , you no longer do . you will never understand me ever again . maybe i was being selfish , cos all i ever wanted since young was freedom . i've tried so hard , yet failing . my heart sank , to the bottom of the ocean . guess im never satisfied with what i've got . im angry , im torn apart . im angry with myself , for being so foolish . for always wanting to let you go , but i failed . im torn apart , by you . you will never wanna know the truth hidden deep in me . i don't wna waste time anymore , it feels like so fast , it feels like 1 month has just passed but im wrong , its been half a year . i've wasted enough time already . i feel like a puppet of yours , being manipulated by you . i don't feel secured having you around . you're so unpredictable . even your shadows, thats closest to you , will never know when will you be angry . my prescence to you seems to be so insignificant . you will never think of me , how i feel . with you , i feel alone .