so much thoughts though. ignore my emo post, im still happy(:
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I can see the pain living in your eyes,
i know how much you try. you deserve so much more.
but, i dont wna let you down anymore,
i dont wna hold you back, from where you might belong.
i'd rather hurt myself, than to ever see you cry again.
theres nothing left to try,
its gonna hurt both of us.
theres no other ways, but goodbye..
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>:( hate hate hate hate hate yellowform. thanks to ms ng(grandmummy). dollylee find us morning, first time she said my fringe is okay(: say have to find her after school and blah. went t ms ng's class late, and wth she go write @ our yellowform say we late for class, and we walked out of class during exchange period. then bla bla bla, after school went to find dollylee, she say go find mabelyeong tomorrow, cos she dun wna sign our paper. argh, whatever. then went jp, see they eat longjohn, i eat my paupau(: then homed, im so tired lor. gosh, have to study lah. tomorrow's geog & dnt ct. hees.
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i guess my life's really great. though i don't have the family i dreamt i have. but at least i have mummy to love me, i have money in my pockets everyday, i can go to school, i can study. i know alot can't, so i said my life's really great tho tough. :D
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im gonna be okay soon. it takes time i believe(:
going through this is really hard, but im much for fortunate than so much more people alr. why complain?(:
