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i can't take this


I gotta leave but i'll miss you.
Earthlings! :D Morning people, feeling bored right now.. gotta start studying tml. Bitch says she wna go vivo, to study. O: hehez, why's my font so big. idk why either. okays, on friday night, went to bitch's house. and her mummy cooked me dinner. hahas, then she got this pink nail polish. she helped me make my thumb and i messed the whole thing up =p so funny ah. then me was studying history, while bitch was playing with facebook. hehe.
Ytd, Saturday. woke up super early lah. very tired can. Woke up with my back aching even more. like crazy. whenever i move my hands, my back hurts. whenever i turn my head up down left or right, my back hurts like omg. i feel sucky okay. then off to jcc, super alot of pple. me didnt really talk. cos my back was pain like omg. sigh lah. then me & yuxin did flagday at je while bitch and vivian went jp. me & yuxin was like dont know what to do at first, then went to ntuc outside. v zai lah, all come out give small change :D hehe, then got one good guy came and give me $10! happy happy! and yuxin say i steal her business -_- hehe. super tired. my back was pain like crazy, even when im not carrying my bag, i feel like as if theres 10kg behind my back. its so pain lah.. ignored the pain, off to melissa's house. hungry like mad the whole flagday was junk food. zz. then messed up her house, vivianh left. yuxin went to sleep. me and melissa fb-ing. then 4pm trained to expo. and reena's wasnt feeling well okay! me felt like dying. prolly because i didnt eat anything. except for the junk food and the mess at melissa's house. was outside the whole service. angry at my stomach. i wna die okeh. seahhui was with me at first, then she went in and sha came out. went to foyer 3 to drink. so difficult to swallow things. stupid problem. then went in tunnel there sit. 5 min only service ended.-.- okeh.. me gna go watch online service. thanks for being there for me ah. :)
yeeann, thanks for that very nice message. haha, but sorry. theres no more way. random thoughts at my blog doesnt mean that i still feel for him. :) okay? its over and i just don't wish to dwell in that past anymore.

我舍不得,可惜时间回不去了.
爱你很值得,只是该停了.
没有我,你要好好的.
不用担心我,我不爱你了.
至少你记忆了的我是微笑的.
亲爱的,有你牵着我的日子我真的好快乐.