i have totally no idea why does the pictures look so blur. but its ok. i know im fat, lala.
When you love someone, there's nothing you can do to control your heart.
It controls you.
okay, im trying this font. it looks nice. but lets see. lemme blog from monday. monday was deepavali in lieu, so holiday. slept at 430am. woke up at 1030am. yea i know im crazy. went to someone's place. it was totally boring, except that the kids there were super huggable. they love me. =p angel was there too. yea but bored, so left that place and went home. was bored like chicken papaya soya sauce plus garlic ok. message everyone ask who free go out. wanted to go chinatown, but the weather was hot like idk what. so went to vivo instead w yuxin. we were like mad women ok. went to toys r us duno do what. play play play laugh laugh laugh. yea i know, how can 2 person be posssibly enjoying. yes we did. hehe, went outside to spam pic. we were being so funny. bought our dinner and went out enjoy the sea breeze and eat. took alot picts like my gosh. hehe. homed at 10+pm. :)
tuesday, which was yesterday. marking day, no school again. went shopping with mummy. vivo first. mummy wants to find her working stuffs. ok whatever. went to m)phosis to bought my dear jacket. oh yuxin i know you want it. hehe. its super exp lah. but who cares cos i want it. and mummy doesnt want buy me that baggy. oh, that jacket looks like bikers jacket to me. if i spelled it correctly. hehe, vivo soon became real bored. went to bugis, iluma first. super empty there, but quite nice to shop eh. hehe. bought my top there and tank top. yipeee. was finding the shoes that i want. it looks like school shoes, but it isnt. got it at bugis street. ate and went home. sleep soon after. cos theres school today.
went to school today and came big super dissapointed. got back results, and my results sucks like so much. i dont know how to tell my mummy. cos i know she'll be 10 times more dissapointed then me. well, here is my results.
English P1: 36/60
P2: 36/60
total + oral: 63/100.
Chinese P1: 44.5/70 (Adrian look here. -.-)
P2: 53.5/80.
Maths P1: 26/50
P2: 30/50.
total: 56/100.
Geography: 41/70.
= 59/100.
Literature: 47/80.
History: 23/60. (bang wall die lah. ;<)
Science: Bio: 17/33.
Chem: 15/33.
Phy: 9/34.
total added up: 41/100. (the most dissapointing one.)
Design and Tech: 72/100. (i love this omg.)
someone please sigh. awwww, its really sad you know. ah idk, im gna die. kill me sua. argh, its a big dissapointment, super big. msNg's dissapointed in me, i can see it. i saw her head going down down down down everytime she passes me my paper. she walked past me looked at me and sighed. i asked her why, she said this ''cos you could have done better''. oh yea i know, people have high expectations for me. i've done my best, this is all i know. im angry, dissapointed, sad, irritated, annoyed by myself. cos the worse thing on earth is to see those that i love and those that love me dissapointed for me. have no idea why i hate physics so much and forever just won't do well. if i passed physics, i'd have passed science. must be the teacher. traven high, that teacher sucks, so do my physics. and my history. im gna kill that edgerton. i passed my ct3 lor, whats w my eoy. ah, idk too. i luv my DnT much, first time in my whole sec sch life. woo. don't mind the below part, im just randomly typing stuffs out. oh ya! adrian wong sk is bringing me to sakae this friday. :) he keeps his promises, not bad eh. he studies at rp and wants me to go find him. someone save me, its so far.
yea, im a human. i have feelings, like you do. why do you have to dissapoint me time over time? i think alot and i ask myself why. i kept on thinking. im done losing sleep because of you. im done wondering what the hell are you thinking. now im so broken that i can't get up. you drove me crazy.
all the bullshit you put me through.
“ And no matter what, no matter how hard it’s going to be, no matter how long it takes, I will be happy again. I will smile, I will laugh, I certainly will not cry. I refuse to continue crying over something as trivial as a boy. Especially over someone as silly as you. I will not let you get to me any longer. I will not allow myself to feel this way anymore, I refuse to let you hurt me any further. You will get what is coming to you. And when that happens, when you fall to the floor, when you reach out to me, just know I won’t be there. I won’t catch you. I won’t tell you it’s going to be all right. I won’t be there. Because you never were. I will not care for you; because you, you never did.
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