Its the way you make me laugh when i don't even want to smile.
hi guys :) back back back, holidays are here. but doesnt seem like one. going back to school tml for science remedial, sucks ttm. not forgetting my punishment. :( okie, stop all sad things, hmm. lemme start blogging from saturday. friday night wasnt great cos my stomach gave me damn problems again. someone force me to see doctor please, cos i can't force myself. saturday woke up in the morning, prepared everythihng and spam called melissa, she woke oh. hehez, went to jp and get stuffs and to riverwalk. otw there, yz called me and ask me if i wore black. hohoz, i told him no. don't have to be mascot. :) or else i'll go around killing pple for sure. hehez, halloweeeen party, livewire. wellwell, it was great. hehe, at least i got this heart shaped lollipop from weishan. heeehez, thanks babe. the word was about true friends, and i guess it was for me. sounds scary, but. i gotta think through. after that bused to expo for service. got eugene to go, and he's like bwg. lol, its fun to have him around. cos he's fun to play and bully with. hehez, people know what i mean. met geraldine after service and went to airport for fellowship. just the 5 of us, i had so much fun. :) thanks eugene oh. haha, his whole hands are red cos we bully him. ><>
yesterday, sunday. nothing special, every sunday's the same. went to daddy's, then mummy came and fetch me. went to wampoa to eat. celebrate uncle's bday w relatives. then homed. uncle bought me a new blanket. its stitch, super cute. thanks alot uncle. hehez, today. woke up, melissa and yuxin went to remedial. i didnt' (: after their remedial, went down to js mac to find them. then went to melissa's house. me and yuxin messed up her whole house once again, then went to yuxin's house. bought dye and it turns out failing again. well, no colour. wth. had fun with mrvy at yuxin's house. her house machiam food paradise. and she sells instant noodles. whoa. go in her house, grab ice cream and oreo and ate. hehe. then after dye hair, cooked noodles and ate. then eat oreo and wangwang. lol! and we drank all her drinks. all the 1.5 litre one. pokka ice lemon tea, 100 plus and seasons ice lemon tea. hahaha, wna eat. come try with mrvy. :) lol, you'll lose for sure, cos we're good at eating. hehez, got scolded many times from yuxin's tenent for being too noisy. cos me and yuxin and vivian was laughing all the way like nobody's business. and melissa's being so quiet. hahaha, holidays are here. mummy's forcing me to go tuition. i told her i dont want. and she said no. uh, is this how you treat your daughter? im your daughter, stop treating me as if im your pet and kick it around and have fun with it whenever you like.
im so unhappy this few days. and one day if you ask me why, i'll remain silent. i'll hold back my tears and say that everything's okay. i don't wna waste my time quarreling with you cos i'll end up hurting myself, with all those heart breaks that you gave to me. sometimes i wonder, who am i to you?
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MELISSA DANG SIYI, thanks for the post. thanks for everything lah, thanks for being there for me. whenever i felt down. and stop telling me to shut up, cos you're also irritating me. hehez, aye i love you my dear girl. glad that you're back to church. don't leave me ok, i dont know what to do w/o you. get over it soon. i love you ttm. thanks for being sucha great listening ear. thanks for your shoulders when i felt tired. stupid stuffs done with you. thanks darling. :)
VIVIAN HON YANXIANG, uh, me know now you very xing fu lah. envy* hahas. thanks for the laughters today. hahas, thanks for being the heroic one that admit about (insert). :) hahas, hope that everything's going well for you and your parents. end your counselling and come back to school soon huh. mrvy can't do w/o you de. faster finish your suspension! i love you ttm. thanks for telling me that you'll be there for me uh. thanks for always being the fastest to reply my message. :)
YUXIN W, hi papaya. krazy woman, remember? hehez, thanks for your stupid and idiot funny stuffs that always make me laugh ah. whenever i think of you i will smile one ok. hehez, cos of all your stupid stuffs. and just now, you lock me outside the kitchen, you close the kitchen door. and you're locking yourself inside. how stupid-.- hahas, i enjoy times w you. stop sleeping. life's too short. me know you this few days very sad ah. can see de. hehez, me also very sad. stop trying to get sick cos you want his care. useless de, me will be here. stay strong ok. i love you ttm girl. don't cry lah, see you cry i also want to cry. smileeee :) and come back to church soon. hehe.
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MELISSA DANG SIYI, thanks for the post. thanks for everything lah, thanks for being there for me. whenever i felt down. and stop telling me to shut up, cos you're also irritating me. hehez, aye i love you my dear girl. glad that you're back to church. don't leave me ok, i dont know what to do w/o you. get over it soon. i love you ttm. thanks for being sucha great listening ear. thanks for your shoulders when i felt tired. stupid stuffs done with you. thanks darling. :)
VIVIAN HON YANXIANG, uh, me know now you very xing fu lah. envy* hahas. thanks for the laughters today. hahas, thanks for being the heroic one that admit about (insert). :) hahas, hope that everything's going well for you and your parents. end your counselling and come back to school soon huh. mrvy can't do w/o you de. faster finish your suspension! i love you ttm. thanks for telling me that you'll be there for me uh. thanks for always being the fastest to reply my message. :)
YUXIN W, hi papaya. krazy woman, remember? hehez, thanks for your stupid and idiot funny stuffs that always make me laugh ah. whenever i think of you i will smile one ok. hehez, cos of all your stupid stuffs. and just now, you lock me outside the kitchen, you close the kitchen door. and you're locking yourself inside. how stupid-.- hahas, i enjoy times w you. stop sleeping. life's too short. me know you this few days very sad ah. can see de. hehez, me also very sad. stop trying to get sick cos you want his care. useless de, me will be here. stay strong ok. i love you ttm girl. don't cry lah, see you cry i also want to cry. smileeee :) and come back to church soon. hehe.