Someone asked if i missed you, i closed my eyes walked away and whispered, ''so much..''
HAPPY CHINESE TIGER NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINES DAY T ALL! :)
especially to mrvy, e464, kimberley, 3c & 2b. so thankful to have you guys in my life, as a friend that left me wonderful footsteps, that spent unforgettable moments w me, that picked me up when i fell, you guys have been really really awesome and i thank God for you! :)
well haha i guess my chinese new year have been really awesome. friday went to school with mandi. reached school at arnd 8am. maths lesson > english lesson > class gathering time > celebration. half way through celebration, me and mandi sneaked out from the backgate. met melissa, zhiwei and junwei. then off to jp w mandi bought her flats. went home bathed and prepared, off to service. funz funz! :) finally gna settle everything huhz, stare somore i make sure i dig out your eyes! :D sibeh buaytahanz the xmm kaes. reunion dinner w e464 + e369 at chunkee. changed buses to there. ate and went homez. reunion day was funz w family. playing arnd w the kids block catching w them. hot and cutez kaes. then reunion night .waited outside the restaurant for like 1hour when we booked the table at 930pm. went in only at 1030pm. so dulan okayz. didn't ate much. my stomach seriously sucks ttm. mummy drove out of the carpark, zhunzhun 12am. saw all the fire cracker and fireworks at chinatown. cool rightz.
chu 1, today. outz w daddy to granddaddy's house. so boredz okays, don't really know anyone there. know something i shouldn't. super upset.. :( slack there alone till 5pm and went offz. went to melissa's place to bai nian w her mumz, then offz to leon's house. gamble there all the way. leon's brother, royston.. sibeh zai okays. i lost 3$. wthz okays! lol, yuxin lost 8$ =p went to mandi's place ath arnd 1030pm and went homez after awhilez. saw ginger+april. :)
been mad tired this few days. sleeping at 3am and waking at 10am. crazehhh! i miss e464 like so much luhs. gna be another 1 week then can see them. just hope that school dun start. but i can't wait to get back my common tests results! :)))) stomachz being an idiot right nowz. duno whats wrongz! this stomach of mine just don't have the capactiy for 3 meals a day.
the truth tormented me.
why can't i be deaf so i can't hear a single shit.
its making me so unhappy and scared.
i'm afraid of the distance thats gna happen between us, soon.
daddy.. sigh.
i still miss him,
as much as i always do.
