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what the heck.


I'll prove to you that i'm stronger without you.
mark my words idiot! :) well, been schooling lately so i've nothing much to blog about.
shopping like an idiot this few days, spent too much.
gna save up for building fund and more stuffs soon! :)
i've got most of my chinese new year stuffs already.. bought my bag and dress tday.
few days ago bought many stuffs, hehe, happy.
sick this few days and irritating nose and sexy voice. muahahas!
cca was uber fun today! took the school's camera and candid all the rehearsals, fun luh.
went home w kim and a bustard drove past us and splash us water. seriously luh -.-
went home, then went to jp w mummyluv, shop and shop and homed.
i've got the best mummy on earth, you know it huh! . hhehes, theres cellgroup and service tml! shall rest early tday. hehes.
i realise that i've been pleasing too many people around me, that i've forgotten to please myself. why must i always make people happy when i myself won't be happy? it doesn't mean that i don't show that i'm angry doesn't mean i'm not, and it doesn't mean that if i don't get angry easily, i can be taken for granted and taken advantage. get the point? seriously..
you can get angry, i can. i don't like it, get the point? :)
i'll continue this post tomorrow. =)


i'm back from an awesome timeee :) mummy's off to malaysia and i miss her sooo much alreadys, she's gna be back tml, yay! gna be alone at home today.. how sad huh.
anyways, morning woke up, timothy's parents don't allow him come tday.. :( hahas, meet melissa and yuxin to cellgroup. 3 hours loong of cellgroup, discussing about confidence and faith. awesome alrights, though it's abit long. after cg helped out with the decorations for the party after service.
cabbed down w seahhui, alvin and justin to expo to have our lunch, then off to service. melissa got seats at charlie tday, nice view manz. don't have to argue here argue there to sit infront behind, great. during service, mandi was distracting me manz, so funny canz. and the packet of sweets. was quite distracted luh. think am gna watch online service tml. hahas! after service, went to spam the friends expressions wall with all my notes. wrote to quite many people! then i was like, can i write somore? the person was like, yaya write write somore! me ended up spamming the wall. and this children church lady approached me ask me join children church, i told her i signed up already and nobody reply me! and she was soo happy can! she took my number and told me to sign this form. and im happppppy toooooo! becos i'm like finally gna get some replies! :D exciteddd, hehes.! off to mj zone party !love the sprays and mentos. haha! and my leg cramped a total of 4 times today. cooooolz right. must be his presence. my voice so nice uh! many love it! yayyyy :) hahaha! after the party, melissa was damn angry already luh. hahas! you know i know who! :) trying to cool her down, bused to bedok > cheers then went back home already. wanted to send geraldine home.. but was too late for them. and im hungry now lah. haaha!
anyways, happy birthday to reshmi baby & hubert brother! ♥
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so damn sick and tired of you already.. yea i know you don't wish to see my msges.
its been 5/6 days i last text you.. and you didn't even bother to reply me.
get lost from my sight and mind will you?
can't you see you dying to forget you already?
when i saw you, my heart sank, my legs were weak,
then you walked away, but before i even realise, my eyes were searching for you again..
please don't look at me, i'll be afraid cos you actually didn't meant anything.
why did you let go of the string we both were holding onto?