20101103

I don't belong





No it's not like this. I'm not okay.
sorry for not blogging for so long, no pictures to blog.
end up also no picts, using quotes.
october had been a real stressful month for me due to exams.
glad nov is finally here, hopefully things will be better this month.
have been heading to school this whole week to acc mel to study.
play laptop, counterstrike, maple with leon and class. fun much(:
3C always make my day. well, tday's kinda a lil diff.
met ms daphne briefing for ushering on the 19th.
after tt, went for cambodia prep briefing. the more i go for briefings,
the more i don't feel like gng cambodia anymore.
like scary. glad fatt's in the same grp as me with ms tang.
but shulin's not around. sigh muchhhhz. i think i will die there.
but let's pray hard for miracles to happen.
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i kinda like duno what am i feeling tihs days.. i feel really weird in a place i don't belong right from the start. i feel left out, unhappy. i don't find joy there. no longer.. friends which called themselves friends are leaving one by one and i don't know why. imisse464.