I question my existence alot.
yesterday went to school again for dryrun. damn.
mr tham took forever to come lor. make us wait like so idiots becos he took the wrong way.
make me memorize my script for nth also cos he only ask questions tsk.
thank God amirah was there man.
went over to her hse with zoel and yuxin then headed to barrage.
nth much happened, not much fun either.
except for a few of them that made my day (:
went to vivo and get out pepperlunch up to the open air and eat. haha.
slept for the whole day today. tried to do chinese homework.
but dun understand a single word. shit myself.
did some maths, and realised i forgotten everything.
might be gng back to sch for tuition with mdm oh soon.
went out with yuxin to imm, bought too much biscuits.
to fill my empty can to eat at night ^^
bought the book a walk to remember by nicholas sparks. (:
i want the book a friend like henry after i finish this.
really need to study like some ass if not next year sure die.
gna start doing my humanities tys tmrw. cg tmrw..
need to read chinese books! my chinese starting to fail on me already. arghz!
maths also ): and my sciencesssss! so many things to do, yet so little time.
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right now, really need God's strength once again.
feel like i'm starting to neglect Him already.
and this shouldn't be happening.
don't you wish you can go back to those days when you were so on fire for God?
i wished can go back there.
feel so far away from Him now.. missed being in the presence of God.
