20101226

wished you were here

been a dumb dumb for so long.. finally figured out what went wrong. sighz, this might be the answer God wants me to know.
i'm not sure how should i feel. should i cry? or smile?
my heart can't let go, i'm feeling so terrible.
God, i need Your strength ):
need Your strength to once again let go of everything.
why is this heart aching again? its not suppose to feel this way anymore):
told myself you don't matter,
but everytime i see you, i fall again.
so painful..