I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind.
yoyoyo. hi blogger, alright im oh-so-full now. though i didnt really eat. serious damn this stomach. let me start blogging since the start of this week. monday, rot at home don't know doing what. tuesday, woke up, messaged vivian. she was with leon already. went to find them and off to nuh to visit selas. :) she's out of hospital already. hope she's alright now. take care dear, im gonna be here, always. don't think tooo much. then off to clementi ljs with vian and leon and bused home. rot at home till night. dont know where to go too. wednesday, daycamp. met up with melissa, ter, zhiwei, kamchee. then to clementi and meet jinhan, terence and jereny. reached there, super xia suay ok. -.- lum and shawn suddenly appear. lol. play with zhiwei till his slipper fly! hahaha, this is the super funny part. went down walk round and round and finally to seven eleven just to buy zhiwei a pair of slippers. its pink okay. keep kena suan. hahahahas! then mj was preaching.. we at behind keep laughing and laughing. super funny! lol. felt quite pekcek actually. had a super duper pain headache otw home. thursday, yesterday. daycamp again. met up with melissa, vivian, yuxin and zhiwei at lakeside. trained to clarke quay. hide and seek there and to ljs for lunch. didn't eat. full die me. then to riverwalk. station games. damn funny ok. lol! was suppose to share testimonial. those never share must eat this biscuit inside got wasabi. lol.. laugh die me. and this guy chose me to say testimonial. wah seriously bwg. heh, melissa helped me and i completed! :) vivian, yuxin and zhiwei and 2 guys ate this biscuit. they didnt know it was wasabi can. lol! yuxin ate and told zhiwei is kaya. zhiwei stuff the whole biscuit in to his mouth! he at there run around like mad man! seriously damn funny! then vivian, yuxin and zhiwei ran to the toilet to spit out. hahahaha! played 5 stations and got to go off. for tuition -.- super damn. i wished i could stay for the word. crap. chit chat with yueze till 4.15pm and went of for tuition. after tuition off to pioneer mrt to wait for m,v,y. they took like forever to come. soooo, tickets gone. missed my 2012. :( super sad. went to west mall, then don't have. trained to lot 1, don't have again! wahs, pekcek. ate my lunch at 9pm. wahahahs! took some pictures and homed with m,v,y. booked tickets already! next monday 7pm show. don't care, must watch. wahahaha. im gna get busy again. but i guess all this isnt helping me to forget you. cos deep in my heart, i dont want to forget you. you make me sick. i miss you sooo much. im really really tired, but i can't sleep. don't get hungry so easily anymore. you will never try. you probably won't even care. but its alright. i hope you're happy with her. takecare of her. im gna be alright. maybe. but at the same time, please don't forget that you have me, always. one day you'll realise you need me. at the same time, i need you now.
29th - 30th: sel chalet. :)
30th: movie w mvy.
9th - 11th: m's chalet.
18th: cg outing to sentosa (to be comfirmed)
19th: yuxin's birthday ton at vivo.
23rd: overnight prayer meeting.
24th - 25th: christmas (ton, anyone?)
31st: countdown and bye 2009.
im gna miss this year soooo much. cos its where i met you. its where i let go. its where i learnt so much things i couldnt. well, theres still much things on. but i duno what date isit. sure got many things crushed together. live wire up next! :)
i must never forget that i have God with me.
