HAPPY BIRHDAY YUXIN LA PRECIOUS ONE!
yay, i remembered what i did last year. the strawberry post. kaes, shall do something even special this year. hahas, lets go back to 2008, sec 1. when we first got into this is what you called, jurong sec, the future school. i still don't know you yet. and you were sitting behind me. that time to me, you're a very quiet and fierce and really weird girl behind me with lots of colourful pens. and i keep borrowing it from you and i keep forgetting your name. im not really sure what brought us together but you're the one that doesnt know how to fold clothes! then slowly to swimming with mrvy, harriel and joee. and class outings and so, we got closer. mrvy got together. i really remember those times we used to go to church funnily. dont know what both of us thinking, we were really cute that time. i really missed those times waking you up cos you're reallly a heavy sleeper. and waking you up, takes forever, i sometimes really wna go hang pig head already. not forgetting, you're always the slowest to prepare, to bathe, to eat. when the first time we went to church during deliverance and your leg keep shaking like dont know what. it scare the hell out of me. hehe. cute days back then. thanks for being there for me, throughout this 2 years i known you. thanks for not leaving during my lowest times and thanks for smiling together when we're all high. and i will always rmb during binhuang's birthday we went drinking and you're the first one that vomitted not becos you were drunk. but becos you were coughing. lol! that was really funny. thanks for being sucha awesome friend. i really enjoy spending time with you, be it in school, detentions, church, cellgroup, and outside. growing with you in church is really the best times together. i still remember the date we first got into chc, the 5th of july. :) though you mia quite loooooong, but i really enjoy those times. things changed already, we changed. :') you've grown soooooo much prettier than before. hopefully not any skinnier. well, i want you to know that im always gna be here, no matter what. i luv you more then that guy in your head does. mrvy's gna be here. e464's gna be here. we luv you! :D lets do this again.
hey!
reena to the,
most skinniest lady,
hello yuxin crazy woman!
great big happy birthday to you!
thanks for always being there for me.
thanks for being sucha wonderful sister.
thanks for all your craps that made me laughed.
her birthday falls on the 19th december.
she's a really awesome friend to have!
thanks for all your craps that made me laughed.
her birthday falls on the 19th december.
she's a really awesome friend to have!
she's the youngest in the cell,
and i really love her ttm!
she loves me ttm too.
happy birthday!
goodnight!
bye!
finally done! yuxin love me for this. it took me 30 minutes. lol, im just kidding. hahas, okays blog from yesterday. went to cg outing at sentosa. met up with zhiwei, leon, yuxin and melissa at lakeside and trained to pasirris. surprised birthday party for kenneth, he was sleeping uh. ahaha! after that, trained to harbour front, meet everyone and off to sentosa. played games stuffs. water bomb ftw~ fun to the max. ended up being super wet. me and gloria's team ftw~ hahaha! okay, thanks leon for sacrificing! didn't sleep the day before. was feeling quite terrible. head was pain like mad, leg was totally weak. and stomach was troublesome. whatever. went back to vivo, dabao and went to on top to eat. the christmas tree was really beautiful. took many pictures with cellgroup and was feeling super tired without sleeping that night. so went home and immediately drop dead. woke up at 9am. and i can't wake anyone up. lol, crap la. went to cg by myself, and zhiwei talked on the phone with me the last few stations. aww, he made me laughed like a retarded. during cg, it was really terrible. my head was spinning like crazy shit and all i wanted to do was vomit. i head this feeling. and its probably cos i didnt ate anything since morning. it was spinning like as if i can see people moving though they're not. yes it was this terrible. i really felt like dying and my stomach was simply not helping. after cg, went to tamp to ate. but i dont have the appetite. this was crap. ate half and eugene finished my other half of the food. expo for service, and i really hate quarreling. kaes, whatever skip skip skip~ candle light service was amazingly beautiful. i mean, it was really beautiful. i shall skip the quarreling part. trained down to bugis for fellowship at food court, talk talk laugh laugh and homed. melissa and yuxin came to stay over but yuxin went home cos she was half dead alr. melissa's behind me sleeping like a pig now. and my throat's super duper painful and im coughing like duno what. with this instant noodles beside me, it isnt really working. okay im growing fat. stop it. hahahaha! its spicy, my throat's burning. aw man, gna call mac later! :D helping mummy to order food too.. but i haven decided what to eat yet. hohoho! okay, no gas-sy drinks for me. till i get the doctor to examine my stomach. hahahaha! it sounds funny but yea, can't drag this on anymore. im so tired of all this stupid shit doing inside my stomach. aw.
notice the top right hand picture, isnt it beautiful? the sun rays especially. yes its us. :)
What’s wrong? Me. I’m wrong. For letting you get to me. For getting hurt by the fact that you don’t care. For being sad even though I know you wouldn’t care anyway. Yes, it hurts. No, it shouldn’t but it does. So, you know what? I’m not letting you make me feel this way anymore. You’re not allowed to have this kind of power. It’s just not fair. Let me go. Let me let you go.
