Everything's gna be okay even though im without you.
hi everyone! ;) merry christmas! just came home from suntec and service. a christmas love story was awesome. so was the word. fellowship at kfc at bedok with e464. before service, suntec w zw and geraldine. bought zw's mum's xmas gift, ate and went off. 22nd, serve at children church w yuxin. fun to the max. was suppose to guard the door, then end up lazy guard, sit at there watch service with the kids. they were cute to the max! filled with light sticks. but had to go off early cos of opm. :) session 1, 9pm t 11pm. reached there at 9.30pm, great word from mj, session 2, 11.30pm t 1am. best one ever. really touched. tears kept flowing. idk how to stop it. im an idiot just learning how to let go. soon yea, soon. moving on, trying to. session 3, 1.30am t 3am. relax session. hahahaha, yay fun session too! :) after that, went t cityhall mac fellowship with e464. 5am and still wide awake playing w them. hahahaha! took the first train at 6am, went home bathe and sleep. woke up at 2pm by vivian's msg. bathed and out to meet melissa, yuxin and vivian. went to bugis damn super tired. ate and walk around w them. they spend alot alot of money okay. zomg. hahaha, bought a tank top and done! ^_^ alright, its gna be 3am soon. need to sleep or else can't wake up for tml's christmas service! well its gna be fun yes. haha.
its christmas already. 5 more days to end of 2009. well it passed super fast. im really afraid. just duno what to do. what else am i gna face. i dont want to think so much. but hahaha, i guess i got myself into such big mess. but sometimes, i really thank god for some people in my life, that has always been there, that has never let me down, that will always leave a smile on my face. ;)

dearest e464, thanks for always being there by my side. although there were times when things will go wrong. really appreciate you guys! thanks for those times we spent together laughing away over crazy things, back to asia conference when we were queueing for hours to get in the hall, and yz bought food for us.. back to last year's appreciation cellgroup. well, this year's appreciation cellgroup is on sat. isnt it fast? blink of an eye. felt like yesterday when we had our last appreciation cg. our first cg dinner, played murderer, laughing like mad, like the whole foodcourt was ours. we're gna stay strong together no matter what happens. luv you guys so much! we'll stand united, cos when god's with us, nobody can be against us. im excited for growth. see you guys in a few hours time. <3
boo my most percious melissa, vivian and yuxin! :) we met yesterday! but its beeen really long since we really slacked and take photos together. thanks for always being there for me! and hearing all my craps about him. haha! i know its irritating but i really miss him. hahaha! miss school days.. and those irritating yellow forms. and those good and fairs. and those detentions. when we'd go crazy together. taking videos sot sot one. hahaha! well, school starting soon already. lets go crazy in school together and go mad after school. weather isit out or detention. yea we got countdown on the 31st! :) gna have fun okay. hahaha! thought back about last year when we counted down tgt. felt like yesterday. haha, this year past too fast. oh well, you guys are still the best! that'd never leave me. rmb that no guys worth your tears if you don't worth theirs. we'll stay strong and go through all this bull shit together. ;)
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I live to glorify my King. :)