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it's not about us anymore, it's about you.



I want to be the girl that changed everything, the girl that made a difference, the girl that gave you a story to tell.
oops, my pictures are tooo big! sorry guys, wanted to make e464's large, thats why.
well anyway sorry for not blogging for quite awhile. was busy and lazy. school's fine.
out with yuxin, leon and kahmeng like everyday. kinda missed melissa, vivian, zhiwei and the others. but it's alright. :)
went to cca on friday. goodgirl alright, but nah im just trying to save my cca points. so i went. before cca started, went to library borrowed low kay hwa's book w kimberley. super nice to read. especially Journey. did homework in school, felt super goodgirl and satisfaction cos i've been completing my homework lately.
after homework done, went to cca. starting to bond w cca mates and it feels great. to know them. planned and discuss about the coming outing at marina barrage. my idea my idea :) yeahs! okies im joking alright. after cca went home then out to get my rebonding done. i know my hair looks weird now but whatever who cares right. im gna loook great. hahaha! half way through, kahmeng came to look for me cos i was bored, really. rebonding done.
me and kahmeng went to eat at coffee shop, then slack at my hse there. then he went home.
super large grasshopper invaded mummy's room. scared me like shit. it nearly made me cry. but all i thought was him. bull shit. then all hide in my room. slept on the mattress cos mummy slept on my bed. woke up feeling cold cos mummy used my blankie. met up with kahmeng in jp, went to look for leon. bought timothy's birthday present. kup kup kup money then went off to mrt to meet timothy. he didn't know it was his present. hehes. *happy birthday great friend*
jinhan came up the train. reading low kay hwa's book in the train till tampines. bused to jasmine's house for cellgroup. was great. yz talked abt discovering who am i. really luv e464. we'll and we're gna become a cellgroup with faith, persistence, inquisitive, giving, fun and loving cellgroup. anyway, great message :)
after cellgroup cabbed down to expo w kahmeng, seahhui and timothy. went to book seats. e464 has many people yesterday. happy or what. melissa, yuxin, zhiwei and junwei was late. ushers keep coming to chase us. felt a bit irritated. but anyway. alarice is really beautiful alright. pstkong's message was great too. talking about sacrifice. :) counting down to 6 more weeks, im excited and im sure you're! ^^ arise and build starting on march. must save already, teehee.
after service waited for melissa, zhiwei and geraldine talk talk to yz. then yz talk talk w us. then trained down to cityhall for fellowship. fun fun! :) fun drawing and collecting cgfund too. hahas! on they home in the train, chat w yuxin, kahmeng and junwei. then reached lakeside, kahmeng doesn't wna go home. so we sit at the platform and talk till 12am then went home. talk quite alot, and quite emotional too. talk much about the cellgroup. am gna have faith that this cellgroup is gna be a cellgroup of love. it's not about growing but loving and caring for one another! :) *slap hi-five to yuxin and kahmeng* we're gna make it :D
God has greater things for me! & you! :)
i'll never forget how we used to tell each other we missed each other. never will i forget the times you used to be the pig i always call.