It’s hard when u don’t know what caused your sadness, but it’s even harder when you know what makes u happy yet you can’t do anything to have it.
alright im back! :D tempted to blog by reading blogs! its sunday and that means monday is coming back soon! dreads. hehes, don't want to wake up so early everyday la! but anyway! yesterday morning woke up, prepared and spend lots and lots of time trying to wake pple up. and people keep making me pekcek like nobody's business. so what on earth do you expect me to do! went to bugis with melissa, zhiwei, geraldine, eugene. jinhan and ricco. but they left. reached bugis went to iluma. walked around cos got air con and bugis street is super hot. things happened. pek cek to the max. feel like breaking down all the time and it sucks. so why do you have to do this. im not the super woman you think that could everyone happy. wanted to cab to bedok to slack, so walked to taxi stand and they decided to go to eat at mos burger. look at them eat and was damn peaceful and i was damn pissed off. afer they ate, all decided to get to expo. so waited for cab, took hours to come. got up the cab only at 5pm alright. cab w geraldine and melissa. expensive to the max. from bugis to expo hall 1. cost us 17 bucks. my heart broke into million pieces. bull shit. if we didn't cab, we'd be late. so anyway, zhiwei and eugene's cab keep over taking us, so funny. and service :> love the presence of god soo much! kinda miss the feeling alrdy. nearer to Him, i wanna be! pst tan's word blessed me yesterday. was sitting beside eleanor. missed her. pst tan talked about visions. that God speaks to us through visions, and i have to focus on the vision. don't let those distractions take over me. and faith is now! with faith theres no fear, and to have creativity. 2 timothy 1:7. ;))) and the attitude of giving, not getting. and ending with not bondagea but breakthrough! an awesome word yesterday night! without melissa, zhiwei and geraldine during sermon. :'( duno where they went the whole service. me and eleanor took geraldine's strepsils from her bag =p yuxin and binhuang was around yesterday too! :)))) happy to the max and binhuang's preeeeety alright. hehes, and yuxin's shirt! after service seahhui was giving out the ribbons she bought from cheeena, thanks dear! :D i like it alot! so we all clip on our fringe and took pictures! hehes, so cute or whatttt. laugh laugh and laugh then bused to bedok for fellowship at kfc. fun! ka lie easter frame master froam! cher made me laughed. no, made us laughed! haha! love her hair to the max man, don't sad la, its nice and nicer than mine alright. hehes. kahmeng was there too! yay, happy you know. but sad that junwei couldnt come.. next week next week! :)) cell group dinner resuming sooon! yeaaaa! i love e464 to the max alright. they bring laughters to me every single week! :D you see you see how much fun im having right now! ^_^ i thank god i have them around!
feel so blesssed to have them. i know i know i've been saying this every single post! but its true alright! if only i could laugh like this everyday! well, 2010 is a year of new things! God is gna do something even greater in my life! and im looking forward in anticipation!!! :) more of Him! i love you Daddy! You're so amazing! :D thank You for Your grace! :* school's back tomorrow. study study. basketball after school tml with melissa, yuxin, zhiwei, kahmeng and junwei! :> yea! goodbye! luv you people.
feel so blesssed to have them. i know i know i've been saying this every single post! but its true alright! if only i could laugh like this everyday! well, 2010 is a year of new things! God is gna do something even greater in my life! and im looking forward in anticipation!!! :) more of Him! i love you Daddy! You're so amazing! :D thank You for Your grace! :* school's back tomorrow. study study. basketball after school tml with melissa, yuxin, zhiwei, kahmeng and junwei! :> yea! goodbye! luv you people.
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Break my heart for what breaks Yours.
