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Now i know how much it breaks my heart when you told me you're sick.
ohhh hi you all (: something motivated me to post tday. well ,friday after school went to jp w mandi, yuxin, melissa and zhiwei. was fasting that day. stomach died on me like i expected. whatever, they had their pepper lunch ,after that walk around and off to mandi's house. photo spams like nobody's business, lazy to upload all the pictures well.
saturday, yesterday morning trained to tampines alone for cg, was wanting to puke the whole time, throat hurts like i duno what, thanks people that cared. :) how sweet of them sometimes, especially to e464 & e369 family. after cg cabbed to expo w eunice and kahmeng, off to children church. fun ttm! they make me smile huh. energetic kids running arnd, cute lil dylan and debbie! chubby ttm! after children chruch, off to service. love the 10 minutes break that pst kong gave us cos of the idk what. ;) well our new building is at suntec city! hahahahhaa! so excited, 12 more months till its done! :) an awesome service of arise and build! after service off for children church again! met debbie there and i really love her ! so cute omg, arghghhghghg. hehehe, after that off to changi airport for fellowship. seahhui and kahmeng making me laugh like mad idiot. hehes, then i lost my voice there. ;)
我爱的人, 他已有了爱人,
从他们的眼神, 说明了我不可能.
can't believe how i still miss you after so long.
took me 2 hours to finish reading our msn conversations.
im sorry for not being caring enough,
i really miss those times when you'd nag me to eat and sleep.
feels weird without you here with me, i think of you everyday.
its killing me,
killing me to control myself not to text you,
killing me to stop all those tears from flowing,
killing me to stop thinking back abt those times we were close,
killing me to forget you,
i bet you dun even remember me by now. sighs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAHMENG! :D
you know what? he's sucha awesome brother of mine! always there for me no matter what, although always kena whack by me! hehehe. :X stupid guy that always make fun of me. and purposely go shout his name when he's near us. but he's still the best brother ! hope he and his sotong tan can quickly stead luhs! hehehe, stop being so emo abt it luh. thanks for always replying my messages luh, although u only have to reply sotong tan's one. hahahs! =p a cheerful brother of mine that brighthens up e464! always make us laugh like crazy with all ur stupid stuffs! well, im officially half a year younger than you idiot! :) get her soon!
Your love is higher, higher than the heaven, Your mercies deeper, deeper than the earth, Your grace is wider, wider than the oceans.