It’s not that we aren’t meant to be together, I think that we’re just not ready for forever.
heyyyy! my eyes are sooo itchy now! ): i think its gna become red soon, wth i'm so random. don't mind me please. hehehe, friday yuxin and melissa pon school ps me alone in school. super super sad. after school went home have tuition with seahhui dear. idk why is she falling asleep forever lor. after tuition went to jp with yuxin strawberry la. actually wanted to go starbucks study but we ended up at hagen daz. wth, totaly include gst 28.80$. go there = money fly! yuxin, 10 years eat once only ok? lol! after eating studied there and chat about life. lol! basically we're just talking and the lightning and thunders keeps coming and we keep talking, didn't complete my plan of studying. but i still studied a little. homed after that. dropped dead after wishing happy birthday to weishan and rovson. woke up at early 8am and prepared and off with mummy to cemetry shao mu. whatever is tht. after tht went to eat at relatives house, mummy fetch me to kallang mrt and i trained to expo frm there. met kahmeng at tanah, went to kpt and see him study. wth sooo boredz. mandi came soon after. pei her go dabao her subway and off to kpt to eat. children's church at 345pm, fun ttm! mandi and kahmeng watching me serve. hehez, asher was playing catching with me, idk why too. he touched me and then say, i catch you! lol! and he's inside kids@play while i'm outside. so lamez, but super cute. after tht went to book sits at delta. sit at the very top, felt funny and weird. but fun! awesome service by dr kim, she was super cute though i couldn't really understand her language. very often, we would teach about the things that God likes and Pst always encourages us to do those things, to live by faith, to overcome our obstacles, to sow generously, etc. but yesterday it was from a totally different perspective. dr kim talked about what God dislikes and that if we truly love. so overall had fun time with dr kim! credits to candiceeloves.tumblr.com :) after servic bus-ed to marina square for fellowship. dabao our food and went to the beautiful staircase and ate. spammed photos but idk where are those photos. will blog abt it soonz! :) homed after that! shifting back to hall 8 next week! can't wait to serve at hall 8 for the first time in my whole lifeee! hehehe! can't wait for ac too!
i can't believe we're only a road across one another, yet we didn't meet each other. i can't believe we're inside the same hall and i know exactly where you are, yet we didn't meet each other. i guess this is what people called fate. but i dun wish to believe in it.
i guess you were really happy, and that's all that makes me happy. i just really hope to see you doing well and healthy. that's all i really ask for. and thanks for the memories. we're just not ready.
every single night without fail, i'm praying for you to be happy.
I love you means that i accept you for the person that you are and that i do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that i will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do things i want to do. It means loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with. I love you means that i know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. I means that i care enough to fight for what we have and that i love you enough to not let you go. It means that i'll be okay when you are with her. Loving you means standing by you even when you are ripping my heart piece by piece.
