I miss those days when all of us just laughed together.
without thinking who's beside of us, without thinking who's looking at us. everything's in a mess right now and everyone's at fault.
talking on the phone with melissa. love her ttm! :)
i seriously don't like to go to school but midyear's are coming. gave pull up and shutter run a miss cos my tummy ain't feeling well again. 2.4 tday, didn't run due to the rain. screwed. short post today, totally no moood. i miss e464 & lovebite so much. :( i miss him too.
maybe it's my fault. it's time i stop the things around me, pause, look around and think through. maybe from the first step i've taken, i took the wrong step. everyone makes mistakes, you too. i take my time to sit down and think through. but i promise you, tears won't drip, not a single bit. the voices in my head are louder than anything in the middle of night. i'm looking back again, what have i done wrong to have such things happening? i'm thinking back again to those days when everything was still was still fine. when you and i was still smiling everyday. to tell you the truth, i'm not even happy. i bear, i ignore, i let go, i forgive, i forget. i wish you knew that i'm just who i am, and i just want to be happy like you want to be, i just want to be what i want to be, i just want to be who i want to be. i want to have my life back, why not return it to me? just maybe, things'd be much much better if i wasn't around. it's my life.
I miss you. I miss how you cared for me, how you always make my day, how you used to cheer me up and make me feel that you love me. I miss everything that used to be, what happened? Being too good leads you to no where. I can't please everyone. I'm sorry.
hey guys, thanks for being there for me. i hope i'll be alright soon.
God, Your strength is all i need now.
