I’m sorry I’m not who you thought I was, but what’s happened is in the past and all I can do is try to change and if you can’t accept that, then you weren’t who I thought you were.
alrighttttt! my useless phone's finally producing pictures cos theres still some memory left in there! :D hehehe, i'm so bored right now as you can see cos i'm blogging. i've got nothing to do cos daddy didn't ask me to go out with him and i'm currently rotting at home with my headache. shiatz, my headache comes when the weather gets too hot. so irritatingz.
friday after school went back home immediately. soon after, seahhui came and tuition me. she is sooo sleepy that's she's falling asleep all the way. =x hehes, after that she left, bathed and went to superbowl find yuxin. screw the pool tables, above 16 then can play. cabbed to safra with yuxin and pooled for 7 rounds. yuxin won me 1 round. super sad. she win 4 rounds, i won 3 rounds. =x homed after that. was texting with shiori sister all along and slept.
saturday, yesterday. woke up, used lappy, ate and prepared off for cg with mandi. awesome cgmeeting like usual. after that went to airport for fellowship. ate my strawberry sundae. hehehe, then trained to expo. awesomeeee service. pst kong talked abt the holy spirit. after service bused to novena for fellowship. talked to candice abt many things in the bus, love her ttm. like usual, cannot finish my food. and idk what's wrong with my tummy. ); sad. trained to raffles city and cabbed home after that. super duper zuper tired due to the medicines that's causing my drowsiness. alright, my medicines are ending soon and idk how my tummy's gna survive. but it will(:
I miss you lazy bum. =(
crap shit, i'm thinking abt him again. seriously reena you should stop. it's getting really irritating to yourself and those that loves you around you. let you go let you go let you go, how many bloody times must i tell myself to let you go. i'm so sick and tired of this.
i hate myself reading our msn conversations times and times again and again not getting tired of it, i hate myself scrolling down your facebook profile all the way till that day you met me and we started talking. i hate myself trying to keep texting you knowing i shouldnt.
i need to stop. seriously. to hold on. is to let go. get that in mind idiot.
