Don't you wish you could go back to when you hadn't lost anything?
blogging cos i've got too many photos. yesterday night when to church for leader's meeting. totally awesome man! homed after that. today morning woke up and went to NUH. went to endoscopy centre, waited for my turn, did scope. okay..basically its a 15 minutes process where the doctors put a tube connected to a camera into my throat to get into my tummy. firstly, they took my blood pressure. then they inject me with this medicine that will make me go sleepy and giddy. thirdly, they spray this very hot and very bitter medicine into my throat to numb my throat. very disgusting medicine and want me to swallow it. then the nurse told me to bite this very big thingy. im suppose to be sleepy. but the injections didn't work on me. so i felt the whole process. the doctor poke the camera into my throat. made me wna vomit. okay after that i didn't feel anything liaoz. when i woke up i was on the hospital bed already. rest and wait for the nurse to come. the nurse came a few times to take my blood pressure. after 1 hour finally let me go. took away my injections. super giddy lor. and i will be feeling giddy the next few days. its the after effect. kkayz, homed after that. audi with yuxin, super mad sia that girl. she's coming over to eat dinner with me. gna go school get results tmr! all the best! :)
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I'll act like the strongest girl infront of you, and when you're not around, it's just me and my tears. today's the 19th, look back, 9 months ago. i miss those days. those days when you're always around and i'm not afraid at all. you won't get tired of me in the past, now when we talk, you seems to have nothing to say to me anymore. 9 months, yet i haven even let go anything. isn't it amazing? no? i miss you.
