I don't know if i'm getting better, or just distracted from myself.
hi, gotten my iphone last thursday. saturday went for service. totally awesome. excepted for the reporters got seriously nth better to do. fellowship at bedok. homed. sunday went to daddy's house. im super super lazy to blog. well, ktv with melissa, yuxin, mandi, yanda, bowen and a few on monday. had fun, went to mandi's house afterwards.
today, met melissa and yanda at jp. then uturn back to boonlay. yanda treat cheese fries. then when to lan. see them play. homed and went out with mummy. got my pink iphone casing. happy have anot. :) and is mad chio like luminous and can glow in the dark like that.
well, a picture paints a thousand words. and i'm lazy to blog. tired.
pink iphone casing chio anot. hehehehehe, like luminous. amazing things.
you haven been in my mind lately boy. and i'm not sure if i'm getting better. or somehow just used to the pain. its getting really easy to not have you by my side anymore. even though the things we did tgt are still all in my heart. because its too hard for me to erase them away. i can't, and i don't have the courage too. i don't know is it a good or a bad thing, but i'm ready to let you go. i already know and know and know that you have that girl in your heart. i just want you to be really happy with her, and take good care of yourself. is it okay? :)
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sometimes, feels like everything's just my fault. i'm getting tired. tired of all this. and i dont want to. i'm tired, i feel like giving up already. i don't know have i even made the right choice in the first place. why must i care so much, when they dun even care? why must i put so much effort to make things happen, when they dun even give a damn? i'm doing too much, and all this dun seem to be appreciated at all. this shit, is getting real tiring. where's all the unity? it's all gone. because nobody's putting in the effort at all. nobody. let it die.
