I miss the way we used to talk, the way you’ll never do it again.
hi guys! :) i don't know where to start blogging.. its been an awesome 1 week, really!! :D lets just start from asia conference!! wednesday, morning went to school, missed out ac session 1 & 2. felt really disappointed and sad. but guess what, me and yuxin ran out of school. went home changed, went to ac straight. still missed out those sessions though. awesome 3rd session with pst kong! :) home at 12am. was mad tired. thursday, woke up at 5am went to helix bridge do cip hour. duno what to clean there like totally. homed immediately after that, changed and off to ac. missed out sessoin 4 & 5. awesome session 6 with pst phil. was tired untill can faint alr. went back early. homed at 11+pm. friday, woke up at 4+am, changed and off to ac. awesome!! was in my school uniform with zone pple share testimony. :) tummy died on me. awesome time with pst kong! :) he talked abt youth which totally touched me. i've gotta do something. im here for a purpose! homed at 12+am, saturday, woke up at 7am, changed and off to ac again. musical this time round. totally AWESOME! looking at the kids doing things, think about myself. cui man. acc seah for blood donation. pst reinhard bonnke! i tell you he's like mad AWESOME. 55 million pple get saved within 10 years. woo! homed at 12+ am too. finally sunday, last day. was hoping time moved slower so that i can stay with ac longer. but while, move on. :) sunday is the most awesome time of all! :) dr cho's morning session. awesomeeee!! chc's drama rocks like nobody's business alrights!! last and final session, the grand finale. was mad happpy we got into hall 8. although we sat tunnel. but im still very grateful. :) awesome time with pst ar bernard!! although pple arnd me sleeping.. haha! well, the colourful balloons marks the end of asia conference, brought tears to me when the song, thats what friends are for played. :) just want to thank God for such an awesome conference, a life changing experience. thank God for the strength, for friends arnd me, thank God for e464 and e369 family. lastly, thank God for chc family! :) we'll stand united as one even though the devil might be attacking us. you know when we stand united, and God's for us, then who can be against us? :) sat and sun service per nomal! :) gna be awesome!!! :) i just want to keep on believing and trusting in God, that He's gna start to change the lives of pple arnd me, and me. i'll keep on waiting, i know they're gna come back. like what the bible always says, nothing is impossible with God! :) during the last day of ac, the crowd is like MAD at 6am in the MORNING. looking at how the kids, delegates and old pple are hungry for GOD, i can't be compared to them, not a single bit. a kid, thats only 8!! attending children's church weekly. serving God so passionately. the heart of his that only thinks abt Christ. amazing. i wna be like them. more and more hungry for Him. 5 days of ac totally worn out. but feels like everything's worth it. i miss children's church now. can't wait for service! :)
happy birthday dearest mandi!! :) what i want to say to you is all inside the card we've given to you. just want to let you know, you're awesome!!! and always remember, when someone talks behind your back, simply is just because you're already ahead of them! :) stay strong in the Lord dear. i'll be here for you! :D God is blessing you now!
had an awesome 3 days 2 nights at chalet with dearest mandi, melissa, yuxin, yanda, zhiwei, bowen. and leon! :D day 1, i kinda like forgot wad we did there. i shall summarise the whole thing up. basically, we played poker like nobody's business, then pooled (waste money) haha! ate alot, drank alot. bowen and yanda and some others at there drink garlsberg like half drunk. so smelly. played mahjong with mandi and her pretty cousin. fun huh! :) they watched shutter island which i dun dare to so i was basically sleeping. yeah!! went to swim with mandi day 2 morning. seahhui came. mandi's relative and friends came. start fire with leon. hot like crazy. hahaha! sleep like 4+am in the morning and wake up like 9+am . unlike yuxin lor! hahaha! while overall, its a joy i can't describe with friends around me. especially friends that knows you inside out. :) i love you guys! i had alot alot alot of fun this past week, and i guess its time for me to rest. just want to say that, without you guys, this past week wouldn't be easy for me and me alone. one thousand hearts to melissa, yuxin, mandi, seahhui, kahmeng, eugene, geraldine. :)
Lastly, i love my family, e464 and e369 :)
i see the breakthrough coming. things are finally ending soon.. you know what?
im not sure isit something bad or good,
im no longer feeling that heartbeat when you come online anymore.
im no longer feeling that worried when i wonder where are you anymore.
although my heart still kinda like crack a little when you talk to her..
im believeing for a miracle, its happening.
God is healing my heart now. everything's gna be over soon.
i'll never ever forget things that've gone through between us. and i hope you won't too.
i loved you once, and even though i ''stopped'' liking you,
the best times in my life, was still when you're around. :)
So many times we had forgotten how it feels like when we first love Him, when you first realise you had found your home.
