Sometimes when you're completely happy, things changes.
agree don't you? :) im starting to miss you so much already.. i miss those messages, i miss your voice, those late night calls. i miss times you told me you missed me, i miss you looking for me in the crowd.. now, im feeling so alone. before i knew it, my eyes were looking for you in the crowd. i want to look at you. can't stop myself. you look really cute when you smile, has anyone told you that before? sigh, what have we become? stranger oh stranger, do you still remember..? :(
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sorry readers.. i've been really busy this whole week. even the previous post was typed rushing. okay, i'll do a proper post today. please don't mind me being emo, i think i've emotionally shutted down. haha, been travelling to expo alot this few days. well, city harvest church is the best place i can be during christmas! :) xmas service, brought bowen and kimberley. hope they enjoyed, and kimberley should take lots of care! don't think too much babe, i'll be here. after service, went to plaza sing with seahhui and melissa. ate and crapped alot. was talking about him again, he's my favourite subject, i've got lots of things to say abt him. haha! and this cheese and mouse thing.. idk how to explain here, ask me if you want to. went to shop around, looking for presents. daiso to bought some stuffs, went back arnd 9+pm. met yuxin and to pasa malam then went home to pack my christmas gifts. seriously hope that everyone likes it! well afterall its the thought that counts.. hahaha. yesterday, woke up, woke kahmeng, zhiwei and melissa up. went to cellgroup at jasmine's place. its appreciation cellgroup. it was awesome really. thank god that i had known such amazing people in my life. that has always been there though i know im really irritating. thanks yz and sha for the cup! really nice ^^ fellowship, celebrated mayling's birthday and cabbed down to expo. year end service, really awesome.. i want to climb the cross of calvary. to see him. clearly. fell in love with the song i want to sing. my first blogsong. after service went to pass yonglong and rovson my christmas goodies. hehez. then went back, waited for kahmeng and seahhui at foyer 3 till 9+pm. chat chat with justin, cherlyn, geraldine, melissa and zhiwei. then went in to find yz, talk again. ;) went to bedok mac for fellowship and after everything was finished, it was 11+pm alr. thank god there was still train, trained home and reached home at 12+am. theres a maid in my house again. and my room super neat ah. can't imagine. my clothes in the cupboard all folded like super straight. zomg. ;) last service of the year finally ended.. aw, 2009 went off too fast.. im starting to think back to january when i attended the first service of the year. and how much i've grown physically, emotionally and spiritually stronger. thank god for friends that has always been there! going through with me the pain, of letting go someone in the middle of the year. i was totally over it, amazing. haha, untill someone appeared and made me smile everyday.. i guess it was the happiest time of the year! :) although now.. it seems like i dont know what. we're like the closest stranger. i'll learn how to let you go, soon. put i guess afterall, God still comes first. i know that i know that i know as long as i focus on Him, He'll give me His best. don't think too much reena! everything'd be over soon. thank god for sucha wonderful year, and another even greater year ahead! zone appreciation on the 31st, looking forward to it! gna be really awesome!
Greater is He, who is in me.
Greater are You, than all the Earth.
My closest Friend, my Saviour.
thank you Jesus... :)
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