Courage is fear that has said its prayers.
well! hello guys! its the 31st of december and'd prolly be my last post of the year. cos i wont have the time to post later on. gna go for zone appreciation lunch, then meet up w yuxin, melissa and the rest to count down at boonlay. hehez, so by the time im back, its 2010 already. decided to give 2009 the last post, so i came back! isnt it scary how this year passed soooo fast? im really afraid to face whats coming up next. im afraid of letting go of this year, knowing things wouldnt come back anymore. i know it, its not the end, its just a new beginning. but im really afraid, i dont know why either. things that happened this 2009 might not come back in 2010 anymore. it wont and it never will. thats what im afraid of. im foolish, im stupid, for feeling sooo emo this last day. okies, i shall change my thinking a little bit. 2010 will be greater! greater things have yet to come! so happy that im gna see you later. it actually means that i can look at you for the last time of the year. although you don't really remember what we've gone through together, i miss you still. ohh welll, looking at my archieves, thinking back.. its like a blink of an eye since i counted down to 2009 yesterday. posted lots of pictures.. boy look at how much we've changed. i guess i saw the change. its no longer the same. really weird. i guess everyone changed this year. including me! well at least i loved god more this year! and im gna love him more next year. :)
look at how each and everyone changed, you'll be amazed! mrvy & e464 are the ones that were there for me throughout the year, that never failed to make me happy when im down, they were there ones, that thought me things i thought i would never learn. they were the ones that saw my changes yet willing to accept me and love me whoever am i. they were there with a smile no matter how irritating i know i am, they were the ones with great big hugs that make me felt warm. they were the ones that had patient with me, learning with me, growing with me. really felt super blessed to have them around! even though its only been 2 year i know them, felt like forever. thanks for being sucha great encourager and friend!
i knew you this year and im trying very hard to forget you this year. i know i can, its the matter of time. and im gna give time time to forget you. although its difficult after all that we've been through. thank you for being the best thing that happened this 2009. :)
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BYE 2009, ITS NOT THE END, IT HAS ONLY JUST BEGUN.
2010 will be better!
