I don't hate you for leaving me, I just hate myself for believing in you, when you said you were the one.
wahhahahs i guess its been super long since i blog right! got miss me anot you all! missed blogger soo much. been lazy to blog tho. march holidays over sooo blardy fast. dun like dun like. missed zone outing .when to hongkong last march holidays. okok luhs ,nothing really much to shop there .overall enjoyed myself at disneyland and ocean park(: on the train to tungchung, saw this boy on top the pic .he was super duper zuper cute .and he offered us biscuits .chubby ttm . bought my polaroid and vans @ nu ren street also .the mrt there looks like singapore's except that they have to repeated a station 3 times. in 3 different language but 3 same pronouncation .super funny for those that knows it .haha.bought much metal boxes sweets for dearests . hope they liked it .touched down at friday night arnd 1+am .reached home at arnd 2+am and slept at 3+am .woke up by seahhui's call at 11am ,she came over to my hse .changed into my clothes, bag and shoes cos she's drench in the rain helping out with the ac stuffs .she look totally like me. hahaha! trained to expo and the train was like stopping for at least 5 minutes a stop from bugis to tanahmerah. so slow ttm that i was like late for children's church .wahahs. strolled to hall 1 with seahhui, kahmeng and junwei .when to get free milo !damn funnny and nice eh. ahaha! children's church .served at the bikes area tday .lol also quite fun afterall! :) service was awesomeeee ttm .missed e464 la .totally .love die pst tan's word . learnt okay at least. after service took a polaroid w e464 then went to children's church serve. e464 waited for me :) sweet die them have anot .ahahaha! went off to t3 for fellowship at outside mac .laugh laugh abit here and there and homed .takecare geraldine and kahmeng. :)
schoool sucks ttm okay ,new time table .didn't copied down so totally don't know what subjects we having everyday .lol ,sunday went to tuition and went back home ,then met mandi and off to superbowl to have our dinner .we wasted our food then went to walked arnd and talk talk abit here and there and homed .enjoyed myself w this crazy lady .hahas! monday school start .totally cannot wake up .lol -.- stilll ,koo chee kiong's lesson's the best of all .slackest ttm .tday ,sel got treasure hunt 1st period .fun ttm! running arnd and bcos of sel ,ss sacrificed. hahas whatever luh .dun like the jay jay jay jay! argh): hate my stomach ttm ,polyclinic tmr .again.
whatever already boy .whateverrrr! so disappointed by you and your message when i texted you .i know i knw you don't want to see my text what .im so irritating right .but at least please treat me like a friend and text back properly can .maybe afterall i just want to be your friend .the past is over and i know it won't be back .i know its stupid for me to cling onto the past that you've already long let go and moved on .im an idiot ,everyone's right .ya i can't let go ,i go mad about you cos i really missed you .i can't forget you ,and everyday i go emo a little bit cos of you .mad at myself sometimes .but don't you think you're a little selfish leaving without saying anything .not letting me know why did you left .wake up your silly idea boy .i love you .
no more pigs ,no more morning calls ,no more late night phone calls .no more .
“I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; becos those were the best times of my life. ”
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junwei: lol you damn whatever luh neo neo :) cancan anytime!
Magio: thanks! :)
Yingxuan.: hellos yx! takecare too ^_^
Vanessa: So much love back to you! :)xoxo.
seahsee: hahahs! mad lady , luv you ttm! :) meet me soon to return me my stuffs and ur stuffs! HAHA
ABEGAIL: hellos preeety ! misses & loves back to you! :)
Passerby (S): wahahs you saw my tumblr! :) takecare rights! :))))
VIVIANH.: enjoyed enjoyed idiot! :D
Felicia: yes felicia!
KIMBERLEY: hopefully, quickly things will be fine! :) luv you much, xoxo
seahsee: love you much too :)
Shiori: Thanks sister! :)
MINGFANG: thanks Mf! :)
Melissa: eh eheh what emo monkey head! lol.
magio: heyyyy ,thanks gio .i know they care ,and i miss you! talk soon? :)
Yuxin: Don't read luh! ):
Mandi: lol yes yes ! lets go lets go! :))) Hahahaha.
KIMBERLEY: yup i know theres no point when he doesn't even care .meet up soon ,luv.
junwei: lol you damn whatever luh neo neo :) cancan anytime!
Magio: thanks! :)
Yingxuan.: hellos yx! takecare too ^_^
Vanessa: So much love back to you! :)xoxo.
seahsee: hahahs! mad lady , luv you ttm! :) meet me soon to return me my stuffs and ur stuffs! HAHA
ABEGAIL: hellos preeety ! misses & loves back to you! :)
Passerby (S): wahahs you saw my tumblr! :) takecare rights! :))))
VIVIANH.: enjoyed enjoyed idiot! :D
Felicia: yes felicia!
KIMBERLEY: hopefully, quickly things will be fine! :) luv you much, xoxo
seahsee: love you much too :)
Shiori: Thanks sister! :)
MINGFANG: thanks Mf! :)
Melissa: eh eheh what emo monkey head! lol.
magio: heyyyy ,thanks gio .i know they care ,and i miss you! talk soon? :)
Yuxin: Don't read luh! ):
Mandi: lol yes yes ! lets go lets go! :))) Hahahaha.
KIMBERLEY: yup i know theres no point when he doesn't even care .meet up soon ,luv.
Dear God, heal my heart so that I can love again.
