I have no problem with change. I just don’t like to be there when it happens.
sooooooooo boredz! omg, sundays oh sundays, i love you but why do you have to be so bored? didn't went out today. but have been craving for mac for the whole afternoonz. but kahmeng and i are lazy to go out. rejected mandi's dinner also cos im too lazy to go out. sorry babe! wanted to call mc delivery but thinking what will happen to my stomach next held me back. alrights, basically i've been eating lots and lots of porriage this few weeks. i hope it doesn't kill.
yesterday was fun alrights. woke up super early, used lappy, prepared and went to mac. ate with mandi and yuxin then off to schoolz for oral. wth i think i flunk it. cos teacher told me my marks not good cos i've been replying her one word one word. hahas! but dun care luh.
went home after that, used lappy, bathed, prepared and off to cg. met kahmeng and timothy and trained there. super boredz in the train. reached jasmine's house at nearly 3pm, the cg was ending already. couldn't get into the room cos too many people and i kena diao by a stranger in that room. but i don't care! forgive and forget rightz :) cabbed to expo with candice and eunice and served at children's church ytd. shanice is super duperz cute. and lexuan too. the kidz there are wonderfully adorable! :) but my tummy wasn't well. but i still enjoyed myself! soonz, service gna start. after worship went outz to find geraldine and she pei me go eat medicine. found spoon at kpt then smashed my pill and drank. so disgusting seriously. walked back and sit at tunnel with geraldine cos it's so hard to get in already. awesome service, pst kong talked abt forgiveness ytd. it touched my heart and i felt that it was really something for me. many got delivered yesterday and i wanted to but i didn't. well after allz, it was an awesome nightz! after service served at children's church, e464 waited for me. sweet rightz, lol. after that bused to tanah and trained to payalebar for fellowship! ate porriage again. i want to eat fastfooood! :( after that trained home. in the train was crapping like some lesbians with yuxin. wth the dictionary in her phone super funnyz. i think everyone was staring at us laugh at the phone like some crazy idiots! bused home after that. used lappy and went to bed. hehe. i'm trying to make this post long.
Dearest dearest e464 family, thank youuu so much for being there for me. thank you for that so much love poured down to me. i feel soooo blessed and secured in this family. just want to let you guys know that each and every single one of you are awesome! you guys changed my life, you guys not only've been there to have fun with me, but you guys cried and go through though times with me. you guys taught me what's love all about and shown me how to care for others. i guess i really thank God that he put me in this family, a family that stays together. if God is with us, nobody can be against us! we'll stand so strong as a family. lets close the doors and not let the devil in!
It's getting easier to live without you day by day, because you've changed so much, i don't even think i know you anymore. i've decided, to forgive and forget you. to let you go and let God in.
